Open Field
It’s so strange to be so alone,
But only think of you
Passing by in my mind
Like the constant breeze of the northern wind
But only think of you
Passing by in my mind
Like the constant breeze of the northern wind
(no subject)
I feel the definition of myself becoming more and more like a haze
The understanding of what it once was,
Lost in fog
The understanding of what it once was,
Lost in fog
Music is awesome
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Trust part 1
Subconsciously
I realized that I was never going to be treated the same ever again
I would never be looked at vulnerably
without someone wanting some part of my soul
Without me dedicating myself to them
Body and mind
And it’s been driving me mad ever since
I realized that I was never going to be treated the same ever again
I would never be looked at vulnerably
without someone wanting some part of my soul
Without me dedicating myself to them
Body and mind
And it’s been driving me mad ever since
Greedy Dog
I feel myself burning up within,
It shan’t silence itself
I hear it roar deep within me. and I feel its starved teeth
Eroding my forearm
Im frail. It is hard to tell it to stop
It wants love
Admiration
I tried to deny it for so long,
But alas,
I’m disappointed with the sad outcome
I was made this way
It shan’t silence itself
I hear it roar deep within me. and I feel its starved teeth
Eroding my forearm
Im frail. It is hard to tell it to stop
It wants love
Admiration
I tried to deny it for so long,
But alas,
I’m disappointed with the sad outcome
I was made this way
Must
There are one million things happening around me at once,
Yet I focus so solely on such little things.
. . . . .
Inside my cage, I watch people as they remain unaware
Their body language
their Face…
Faces which terrified me for a decade
The intent that washes across their expression
still makes me ache
Yet I focus so solely on such little things.
. . . . .
Inside my cage, I watch people as they remain unaware
Their body language
their Face…
Faces which terrified me for a decade
The intent that washes across their expression
still makes me ache
(no subject)
i know I have something important to write, but I dissociated the entire day so I can't remember for the life of me
Self pond
I speak with myself
At the pond, with myself I ponder
My actions, my desires, and my judgments
They are foolish
But I love it just the same
Painstakingly twisting and borrowing through my insides
Tasting every crevice of my soft gut, the blood leaking into my lap and the soft warm feeling
Emitting from my spoiled flesh
Shriveling up as it is exposed to the air
The flames soon will take over
And take me along with it,
I will no longer starve, and will no longer pick every piece of myself apart
Assorting it onto the bloodied grass
At the pond, with myself I ponder
My actions, my desires, and my judgments
They are foolish
But I love it just the same
Painstakingly twisting and borrowing through my insides
Tasting every crevice of my soft gut, the blood leaking into my lap and the soft warm feeling
Emitting from my spoiled flesh
Shriveling up as it is exposed to the air
The flames soon will take over
And take me along with it,
I will no longer starve, and will no longer pick every piece of myself apart
Assorting it onto the bloodied grass
Lycan
Holding your frail, beautiful arms in the palm of my claws,
I am so much bigger now.
You look into my eyes, they do not appear the same
Yet, you look into them the same as ever.
Why is it that I am the one full of fear—fear that I shall be hunted
Like every other time
Releasing yourself from my grasp,
You place your soft hands upon my muzzle
Teeth, you hold
For once in my life, I don’t want to break the feeble fingers in between my jaw.
I just want them to continue,
Understand me.
The form I was given
My soul’s vessel.
I am so much bigger now.
You look into my eyes, they do not appear the same
Yet, you look into them the same as ever.
Why is it that I am the one full of fear—fear that I shall be hunted
Like every other time
Releasing yourself from my grasp,
You place your soft hands upon my muzzle
Teeth, you hold
For once in my life, I don’t want to break the feeble fingers in between my jaw.
I just want them to continue,
Understand me.
The form I was given
My soul’s vessel.
Deep and blue
You were always beautiful
But when I looked at you,
Deep within your ocean eyes
I saw the ugliness of my own self
Reflected on the water
,
Yet your gaze still remained soft.
Why?
I looked away. And I haven’t been able to look again.
But when I looked at you,
Deep within your ocean eyes
I saw the ugliness of my own self
Reflected on the water
,
Yet your gaze still remained soft.
Why?
I looked away. And I haven’t been able to look again.